is exactly what it feels like i am trapped in right now. team leader is still playing schizoid/paranoid man thinking that everyone is out to get him in the situation even though a little more proactive behavior on his part would have resolved things a LONG time ago.
assessment is in exactly two weeks. i am praying for a two, but would settle for a split decision at this point. some years you know aren't going to happen. where is dr. tim when i really need him?
i am coming home exhausted everyday. not necessarily from my actual job, but from all of the bs that accompanies it. i am crashing earlier and earlier every night and i desperately need a day off but can't take one anytime in the foreseeable future.
my girls are more mobile, more inquisitive and more rambunctious everyday and i am pissed that i can barely muster the energy at times to interact with them.
my loving wife is doing her best to keep things afloat but it's starting to wear on her too.
i never planned on running away to join the circus, yet somehow the circus imposed itself on me.
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